Changing

Today was one of the laziest days I have had so far this term...I went to my morning final at 8am, and then I came home and went back to bed and slept until 1! It was amazing. I feel as if I have gotten a chance, however brief it may be, to get some rest, and do nothing for one day. It is so nice! I realize that I still have a lot to do this week, but at the moment I am not worried about it. It's quite nice.

This week is finals week. I will be so happy when it is over with. I am pretty tired of the classes I am currently taking, and I am ready for a change in my routine. I know that Christmas break won't be much of a change, but at least I won't have to go to any classes! Thank the Lord! I will get to spend time with friends and family, and I will get to make some money by working as much as I will be scheduled for! I am so excited to be working. I really hope that I will be able to get caught up on my bills, and be able to start saving for a missions trip next summer.

I am really wanting to go on a missions trip for a few weeks over the summer. I may be going with my friend Laurel, and maybe a couple of others. I don't know where we would go, but we want to work with children wherever we end up going, if it's the Lord's will that we do get to go. I don't know if I'll be able to save up enough money to go, but I'm praying about it for the moment ;)

I know that my life will constantly be changing, and I hope that I am prepared to accept the changes that will occur.

I don't know why I started a blog...

I have never had the interest in writing a blog, up until now. I have had one of the hardest terms ever this term. I haven't been struggling with school, or with work. I have been struggling more with my friendships. I feel as if sometimes I don't have any friends at all. I spend a lot of time at home by myself, and most of the time I am lonely. There are times when I really enjoy having the house to myself, but when I come home and expect my roomate to be home and she's not, I get pretty irritated. I shouldn't expect her to be there anymore I guess. She is always gone, no matter that she was gone the whole weekend... I find myself getting angry at her for not ever spending time with me! I feel rediculous...why am I so worried about her not being there? Is it because I am used to having someone to talk to at all times? Last year I lived with three amazing girls, and they were always home! All of us were always there, and we spent alot of time together. I really enjoyed having my friends there and available to hang out with. Now I live with just one person, and I don't like it very much. I love my roomate, but I am bored all the time, because she is never home. I don't really know where I am going with this...but I guess I just needed to get it off my chest again...I hope this will get resolved soon. ugh!